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Friday, January 16, 2004

I don't know what to say. I haven't been here in a while. Life's been flying by - days, weeks, months. Don't get me wrong, it's mostly good - but there are times when I just want to break away from everything and either scream or huddle in a ball in the corner of a dark room. i don't know. I just don't know. When I'm alone, I start thinking ... what if... what if indeed. hmmm. life involves change. Change can be good ... it can also be scary. For example, take next year - I'm either going to France for 8 months, or to Quebec. Either way, I'm leaving my friends behind - and I'm fairly certain that they won't come to visit. Will they forget me? move on in their lives? and leave me behind? i know i can't be sure, but there are days when i feel completely left out. not let in on deep conversations. it must be nice to have a best friend. i can't say if i've ever had one... maybe when i was little in Ottawa... but since then, i make friends, but i have yet to find that one person that i can truely connect with. I just wonder what i'm supposed to do with my life. Do i continue in my program? i sort of enjoy it - sort of don't. Kind of like a love-hate relationship. I guess what it all boils down to is that "i don't know". about anything.

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Sunday, September 28, 2003

Oh my goodness! it's been a loooooong time since i've written in here! sheesh. I'm writing now to distract myself from studying for tests... ugha! So anyway, I was accepted into the FTS program!! wooo! And it looks like i'll probably be going to France for 8 months next year!!! kinda scary, but cool ... i just happened to see Mel's pita... and thought, oh yeah, i have one tooo.... hehe... shows how much spare time university students have..:s i miss Kwasind, but the summer was fantastic - worked with a bunch of great people and i did get to spend a couple days at camp. weeellll, i don't have much to say really... ciao! au revoir, a bientot!!

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Wednesday, April 2, 2003

why do i get so stressed out over finals? i just don't get it at all! sheesh, the phonetics test wasn't as bad as it hough it might be... but there are a couple things i know i got wrong. oh well, not much i can do about it now.
yeah, so i've found a new favourite sport - squash!!! not only is the game fun, but so is the name of the game ... giggle, that rhymes. kinda funni eh? anyway, my elbow is still sore from playing... wonder if that will go away...? meh, i don't know.
boys. so confuzzing. so needed. i want a nice boy who cares for me!! sigh. meh. grrr. silly domi! you'll find one - eventually. hopefully sooner rather than later? i don't want to be late. argh!
I can't believe that first year is almost over - i've had a blast socially - met lots of good friends, but some of them are graduating, why is it that i get along better with older ppl? could someone please explain that one to me? sheesh. i'll miss them for sure - but with msn, we'll keep in touch.
i'm really worried about being accepted into the french teaching program... i'm kinda hoping that i get in - because it would guarentee me entrance to teacher's college. but at the same time, i don't know if i want to teach. sure i love working with kids and youth, but i just don't know if that where i'm supposed to be headed in life.
this is starting to sound like a rant, i appoligise - but it's not as if anyone actually reads this. i should get back to the psych studying... it's interesting anyway. ciao!

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Tuesday, April 1, 2003

Wow, it's been a loooong time since I've written in here... sheesh. Silly Domi. University life is going well - only a week more then I'm done!! Woooooo! Kinda scary, but fun at the same time. Not sure what I'm doing this summer. Hopefully having a job.... Getting ready for Encounter and later Kingdombound!! Bands! Concerts! Wooo! But for now, it's dinner time... go caf food! (icky)

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